Hi @Former-Member

For sure - those people you used to know - perhaps seemed to be friendly - ah no - they are not worth it - they could help but no - they don't. won't or can't and it's rather sad they are that way 

But here you are - we can't do anything physical with you because we can't - but we would if we could - 

I cried when I read about your little girl's ashes and the butterflies - how much harder it seems to me that it's so much harder for your little girl for you - my son was in so much trouble I focus more on his soul being free than what remained after he had gone - I don't know why this is so - perhaps because of the emotional pain he had and that he is at peace

And my son has been gone for so much longer too - and he wanted to - but still - what you wrote touched me in a beautiful way

It's your story and I love that you have shared it - to me stories are so important - I am a story-teller - the grand-daughter of story-tellers - perhaps part of my Celtic heritage

I am thinking of you between ships right now - or between steps - on your journey - and it's a very lonely journey

Care heaps Lapses

Dec

Remember God is always with you though

And yes - it would be great if the cup could pass from you -  there is a choice there - a very hard one